Girls are complicated?

Okay, first, forgive me for posting sexist stuffs lately..cant blame me that the people around me keep saying things that will start a battle of the sexes any moment!
So, here goes..
On a fine night (about 2am) i happened to be stuck on Skype with two jokers (actually, make that one. Brandon was too busy emo-ing to be a clown. But Anson, sigh, never disappoints. He's a natural!)
And suddenly, Brandon comes up with this brilliant statement : girls are complicated
And Anson : Wait till you see my mother! Then you will know what is complicated!
(this part, i was laughing my head off and had it not for brandon's original statement to remind me im supposed to be siding the women, i would have gave Anson a huge High-5 and a look that says "TELL ME ABOUT IT!!")
Anyway, there was more to the conversation and they used unfair means to shut me up. Anson brought up the whole Human Rights issue we just learned saying he has rights to private and family life.
-.-"
Well, my dear mohawk batman, according to the very same rights ur referring to, there is an article for the rights to freedom of expression; so you can stop whining about me blogging about this :P
Geeeez, somehow, this guy doesnt show up for 3/4 of the classes and blames it on the lack of parking in the LRT station, and has the cheek to use the teeny bit of syllabus he showed up for in a Skype convo! Haha, but anyway, despite his fail attempt at telling a joke, he still managed to make me laugh. Come to think about it, the mere presence of him is funny! Hope he cheered emo Brandon up as well.
P/S: So, to your statement earlier Brandon, yeah, we are complicated! suck it up, deal with it, or just go gay! XD

PPMS

okay, before i really sit and blog about the 5 months in 2011 that is pending, i shall tell you guys about my latest 'discovery' in the human body, or more like the hu-WO-man body -.-"
whats PPMS? its called the Pre-Pre Menstrual Syndrome..
its when every single thing ticks you off and you FIND things to be pissed off at. But literally, it did happen to me today, and many days before this, EVEN when its not really the PMS time yet. For example, in college today, Furqan was sitting next to me highlighting his notes and he is the kind of person who reads out loud. i was soooo annoyed and said "Furqan, why cant you just read silently?!" and his 'brilliant' reply was, "Allysha, why can't you just talk to yourself!"
Somehow, i couldn't see the relevance in that response but oh well, its Furqan, so whats new.
Another classmate of mine, Thevan, is another victim of my PPMS days and my partner in crime would be Michelle! haha! When we lash out at Thevan (he is a fav target because most of the times, he asks for it) we make it a point to use PMS as our excuse. And yesterday, when that happened, Thevan said:
"God, Im never gonna marry a woman" (I thought he meant he was GOING GAY) thankfully, he corrected later on, "Im never going to get married." Well, kudos then Thevan, cuz i think you saved a few females from the fear of being your 'potential targets'.
Anyway, my point is, i admit i use the PMS excuse to my advantage and it is kinda unfair to the guys at times, but then again, thats the beauty of being a woman! Its an incentive God gave us to compensate for 9 months of pregnancy and labour! Oh! AND a lifetime of torture in the form of a 'husband'! XD

REVAMP!

okay! with the revamp of my blog, im declaring that im gonna start blogging again. (i hope)
since the last post, there has been a major 'shift' in my life! I'm in a new phase now, though i wouldnt say its the best phase-yet, but there certainly is a LOT of things to write about..
not necessarily 'exciting' but noteworthy..
in these few months that i have not signed into my blog, i had the most diverse emotion-experiencing that any human could ask for, so i shall sum it up nicely for everyone (incase you happen to relate to what i felt in the future). Before i do that, i'll lay on my bed for a couple more days trying to recall what happened, first, then i'll be back!!
:)

Missing a rhythm? I'll be yours..=)

MISSING THE RHYTHM
BY, AIMI SYAHIRAHat last, I found myself lying on my bed,



in my house.

knowing that I am no longer a school student

it freaks me thousands time.



am I old?

am I an adult?

probably not.

because I'm still a teen.

in fact, still a rebellious one.

immature.



last day of school was in fact; such a relieve.

but then again.. as we all know from the start,

we all going to miss the moment.

LAUGH, CRY, SAD, JOKES, GOSSIPS, SLEEP, AWAKE, WALK, RUN

even glaring each other

make up the thousand WORDS I always want to describe.



I started to have these thoughts.

was I a good friend?

was I a good student?

was I a good classmate?

was I a good dormmate?

was I a good senior?

and was I good enough to be in the school?



there always be questions, deliver for us to give answers,

explain it with our own ways.

I always get stuck in one of those situations.

my friends, my family, even myself.

I don't know what to answer, what to say to them,

if only I get another chance.



TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS especially my BFF *Aimun,Ally,Qish and Ima..

we had been through all kind of things.

even till the end, we still can face such situation.

despite the tense of examinations

we hurt much but we cured it very well..



to Allysha;

this is a special column for you.

I know that you care for her as much as I do.

in fact, more than I ever did.

I was surprised why she couldn't see that?

I was even surprised when she could even think such a thought about you.

I know, not all of us can be perfect.

so are you..and so she is..

I know you hurt more than anyone else.

what she did, I just consider it as a misunderstanding.

so, chill and be strong.

we still here.. including your friend from another school.. ;)



this is the last rhythm I'll always miss.

thanks for standing beside me.

truthfully, ILOVEYOUGUYSSOMUCH!



Mimo, just wanted you to know that I'm grateful and thankful to God for the last, best, 3 weeks in my life in SESERI.
wanna know why?
because i learnt who's a "friend" and who's not..
I lost one but its alright, cuz, God gave me TRUE FRIENDS instead.
so, yeah, thanks for everything and always remember "budak ni" okay? ;)

Teasers

 at one of the open-aired malls

 boat me away...........

 Can't believe we're going to doha...

 One World...

 the gals of Malaysia

 rocking out during trainings =p

 Pepsi ad

 Mc'D anyone?

 In the Arabic traditional costume

 Standing on the desert, also, the shore of the ocean....

 -finale-

 At the "break" party

 flying trio

 at the only desert that meets the sea

 In Doha's night market with the Nepalese tour guide

 in KLIA before departing to Doha

departure from doha to Kuala Lumpur

Flashbacks

Just finished the state trials last tuesday.
Relieved as its another exam done..
freaking Out as its the very last exam before SPM n LIBERTY!!!!
was FB-ing a while ago and there are these columns that ocassionally posts history of the pics posted in FB>
came across an album of The WSDC in Doha. That trip was meant to be the most bloggable one but never came about in doing so as certain circumstances came in the way. nevertheless, That is what flashbacks are for- for people like me; out-dated.
hmmmm. I might blog the whole journey precisely after SPM, which, is only a month's away. So as for now, a teaser would do just fine to remind me and you of a pending memoir! ;)

What the HELL is Wrong With ME?

Alright, this is a HUGE confession coming from me. Im now in the school library studying with Mimo(ok, fine, was-cuz im blogging now). I've been trying to read BIOLOGY for the past what, 5 hours? and i only managed to get through 3 chapters! out of 15!!! I've read them before for previous exams but somehow, somehow, i just have to reread them everytime an exam comes around. What happen to reading the book once and remembering it till the next exam and the exams to follow? Oh, i remember! It was back when 2+2=4 and not in the world i live in now where X+Y=Z(p/s: in maths, that is) What happened to NUMBERS in Mathematics? NEXT MONTH is the BIG DAY! wish it meant THE "THE BIG DAY" as in WEDDING. but no, its SPM! Im in the midst of my JPWP trials and I vowed to nail it this time. Its still not too late but if I'm studying at this rate, i can kindly bid my A+'s goodbye and knock myself on the wall, hard. God, please give me the realisation i so freaking NEED now. "No, I dont want it to be too late" is my unspoken answer to your question, mmy and ddy. I promised, I know. And this does not mean I've broken it, breaking it nor even going to break it. I'm Going to DO IT, I HAVE TO, I NEED TO and there is absolutely NO OPTIONS! Dear God, If you have a few minutes off your hectic schedule dealing with mankind, could i request a minute? Can you make allowance for my plea? It's just a SMALL one, but it is bound to make a HUGE DIFFERENCE.

Dear God,
I know I've failed you and them before,
A forgiveness is all Im begging for,
The waves of my schooling years are approaching the shore,
I NEED REALISATION to get through SPM and score.

Lame, maybe. But its true.
Ramblings are not that fruitful aren't they....
Till another paper,
Biology I <3 U